The expulsion of Sephardi Jews from Spain in 1492 remains a deep scar on my family history. The story of my maternal ancestor, drowned by a treacherous captain, embodies the fear and suffering endured by countless Jews. My paternal ancestor, a survivor, built a new life, but the trauma undoubtedly resonated through generations. Today, the question of applying for Spanish citizenship under their Sephardi program reignites these complex emotions.

My spouse’s argument is understandable. The expulsion was a horrific act, and citizenship can’t erase that pain. It might feel like a “cheap” attempt at atonement. However, I believe applying goes beyond mere compensation.

Reclaiming, Not Forgetting:

The Sephardi program isn’t just about offering citizenship; it’s an acknowledgment of Spain’s past and a gesture of inclusivity towards descendants of those they expelled. By applying, we’re not erasing the past, but reclaiming a lost part of our heritage. Studies abroad taught me the power of understanding diverse narratives. Spanish citizenship offers a chance to engage with that narrative, not as victims, but as heirs to a rich Sephardi legacy.

Opportunity, Not Entitlement:

My daughter, who sees the EU passport as a pathway to new opportunities, is also right. Citizenship expands our horizons – education, travel, and even business possibilities become easier. We can utilize this benefit while remembering the struggles our ancestors faced. It’s not an entitlement, but an opportunity that honors their resilience.

Facing Bureaucracy, Not Giving Up:

My son’s concerns about bureaucratic hurdles are valid. Denial rates can be discouraging, but giving up lets them win. Researching Sephardi organizations like the “Federación de Comunidades Judías de España” can guide us through the process. Our family story, with its Ottoman chapter, might provide unique documentation. Even if denied, the attempt itself becomes a testament to our tenacity and our enduring connection to Spain.

A Bridge, Not a Wall:

This decision isn’t about forgiving Spain, but about forging a bridge. We can bridge the gap between historical pain and a future of potential. The Spanish program isn’t perfect, but it’s a step towards reconciliation. Perhaps someday, Spain will create a more fitting memorial to the expelled. Until then, applying for citizenship remains a powerful way to reclaim a lost heritage, embrace new opportunities, and demonstrate the enduring spirit of the Sephardi Jews.

The decision ultimately rests with our family. But through open discussion and research, we can approach it not as a burden, but as a chance to rewrite the narrative. We can honor the past while embracing the possibilities that lie ahead.